Loneliness guy looking for friends

I am a 24 year old gay guy, I am not having a good time right now. I am going through very hard times. I am looking for a friend I don't care about gender or orientation. I am looking for someone genuine and honest to whom I can tell about my life that is falling apart. I am tired of pretending a life that is not mine. tired of always telling lies and saying that everything is fine when it is not true. I need someone who understands me and truly listens to me. I don't want to cry alone. I want to share my sorrows. if there is any good soul out there please I need you so much.